21 September 2009
Decisions decisions
Motherhood feels so right that I want to do it all over again and have another bubba, one day.
Owning a dental surgery that I am unable to work in feels so wrong.
This crazy world gears you up to become a professional, to work the system to make as much money as you can, to build your business to be bigger, greater, more prosperous. But what am I to do when Motherhood comes along and pulls the rug out from beneath my feet? I feel like I am an invalid who cannot perform my dental duties without shafting my baby off to day care. My primary duty is to be a Mum. Yet if my business goes downhill then I will feel stressed and will be forced back to work.
We are also considering buying a home, as the time is right for investing in the market. Yet stretching the budget even further is just one more thing I do not want in my life. Especially when I have no income. My best intensions ... thwarted.
Solution: Keep renting, miss the market this time, be happy, live life! I have done enough hard yards and don't want my family to suffer in its infancy, when Mummy is needed most.
Owning a dental surgery that I am unable to work in feels so wrong.
This crazy world gears you up to become a professional, to work the system to make as much money as you can, to build your business to be bigger, greater, more prosperous. But what am I to do when Motherhood comes along and pulls the rug out from beneath my feet? I feel like I am an invalid who cannot perform my dental duties without shafting my baby off to day care. My primary duty is to be a Mum. Yet if my business goes downhill then I will feel stressed and will be forced back to work.
We are also considering buying a home, as the time is right for investing in the market. Yet stretching the budget even further is just one more thing I do not want in my life. Especially when I have no income. My best intensions ... thwarted.
Solution: Keep renting, miss the market this time, be happy, live life! I have done enough hard yards and don't want my family to suffer in its infancy, when Mummy is needed most.
